Untangle me.

neilryanillest:

Age 18 - Attend Harper Community College for about a year to get my GenEds.

Age 19 - Transfer to Northen and take up their Physical Therapy Program for about 6             years. 

Age 25/26 - Graduate as a Doctor of Physical Therapy.

Age 27/28ish - Find a satisfactory job and hopefully get a job offer at California or                        Florida since they have high rates of injuries, Elderly                                         disadvantages, and Surgical healing assistance needs.

Age 28/35 - Do whatever the fuck I want. No girlfriends. Travel the world, take up                an engineering program for my hobby for project cars, switch from car                   to car. Hopefully import an r34, etc. Buy a vacation house at Fort                      Bonifacio, Manila. Ima remodel my parents house in the Philippines to                    their liking. These are the years I’m gonna take to myself, I’ll do                          everything Ive always wanted, go to places Ive always wanted to visit.

Age 36/Till death - Hopefully meet someone worth while, get married, start a                        family. My kids will be based upon the way my parents raised me, Ill                      make sure they know who their grandparents are and that they are                      close, and most importantly, so they recognize our creator. Ill do my                    best to give them what they want, when they grow up, I want them to                have a passion for cars. I dont care what they want to be when they                  grow up cause Ill support them. Ill show my parents how much of a                      good job they’ve done and never put them in a nursing home. Grow up                 old as a grandfather and die happy.

Damn, all this and I’m only 17. I dont give a shit if you find this impossible for me to accomplish. Ive got too much to lose once I fuck up. I cant start now. No, i dont want a girlfriend, all thats gonna happen is it will end up with a “broken heart” and throw me off course. These next years are going to be the toughest part of my life I cant afford anyone getting in the way. I got this. And to all my close friends that Ive had since middle school, please, stay in my life. You guys and my family are really all I need during these tough years. Dont go anywhere yeah? Its my turn to be selfish and say that I need you. I want all of us to grow up together, idc how cliche this sounds but I want our kids to be friends. aha well yeah thats it for now, Ill write more stuff once I undergo through another session of deep thoughts.

Dang so planned out o__o

But I’m always the one doing it for the guy or making up plans for a friend.

But I feel horrible that I haven’t checked out any of your blogs.

So. Like this and I’ll check out your blog, and if I like it I’ll follow back. 

..But what if you’re still as confused as you were in the beginning on who your true friends were?
Who really would stick by your side when shit came down, who would just talk major shit when you get into a fight with them, or just not even bother trying to keep the friendship happening. I personally, still don’t know who my true friends are. And no matter how hard I try figuring them out if they really are, it turns out it’s the complete opposite.

My grandpa and grandma originally planned on coming to Illinois just for a week, early August. But my Grandpa had a hard time breathing, we sent him to the emergency room. He was diagnosed with pneumonia. Going through tough conditions from seeing him in the hospital for the first time with his face all swelled up when a bunch of problems started coming in and making him worse. I honestly didn’t think he’d get through it. By the time some things started disappearing he got into rehab. Sort of became insane ish and wasn’t getting any better. As soon as i started hardcore praying for him, he instantly got better and I thank God so much for that.  

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And I kept gazing out. My eyes got so dry, and then suddenly I got sleepy. ..I almost fell asleep while driving. We almost crashed.

I’m such a good driver, like damn.

ohmyanthonyy:

The question is where were you? When I needed it.