Maybe I should just let you go..

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  • 7 months ago
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You’re right.. I do have anger problems… I have a mind set of a 16 year old… 

All I wanted was a simple message… and I ended up ruining everything… Just everything… 

Maybe I’m just not cut for any of this anymore. Maybe being in a relationship for so long… Doesn’t workout for me anymore… Maybe I’m just better off being single… 

Maybe that’s what I’ll be after tomorrow… 

Single.. 

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  • 9 months ago
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A night of thoughts… 
A night of tears… 
Pain…

I guess… Just a night of wishing for something else that could happen.

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  • 9 months ago
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I guess it’s just me and homework tonight c: 

A night by myself. 

How wonderful. 

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  • 9 months ago
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Sometimes I’m just wondering how I’m still gaining followers… lol , hello new followers :) 

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  • 11 months ago
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We’re just not the same anymore… I don’t even think we’ll ever be the same again… I screwed it up big this time… And I just know that there’s no trying to go back… 

Sigh. What am I fighting for… 

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  • 11 months ago
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That future we both have been talking about for months… Is it still there…? 

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  • 11 months ago
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You tell me I don’t need you… But I need you more than anything in the world… You’re the one that motiviates me to keep going forward… Now that you’re gone… What do I do… You were my daily routine… I wake up thinking of you, and go to sleep thinking of you… Now I just lost myself… 

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  • 11 months ago
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I was really looking forward to holding your hand… Kissing you… Smiling at you face to face… Finally being able to hold you… Hold your hands… your face… Just you… I’ve been looking forward for so long… And now I will never have that chance again… 

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  • 11 months ago
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I feel like I’m starting to fight for something that’s never going to come back… 

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My thoughts just seem to wonder around everywhere…

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  • 11 months ago
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The feeling of crying and repenting… It feels so good… I haven’t been the best, I admit… But just repenting, and cleansing my heart from all the sin I’ve done in the past few months… It feels so good to say that I’m getting back into that path, and with great support too.  

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  • 1 year ago
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I just want to feel loved…

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  • 1 year ago
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I just… I don’t know… I guess it does change. We change. It’s different. Holding feelings in… It’s different. It aches my heart, it hurts my chest and it leaves my throat feeling so stressed from wanting to scream; but.. I guess it’s the only way to even make it through this now… 

Sigh. 

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  • 1 year ago
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I miss you

I miss being able to hear your voice every night… I miss being able to fall asleep to your soft breathing, I miss being able to see you sleep- even when it’s through a computer screen- each night, I miss being able to see that smile and knowing I’m the one making it… This distance is definitely a challenge, but I just can’t get out of my head how much I want you here beside me. I miss hearing you love me, I miss feeling your lips on mine, I miss smelling your scent when we hug each other. 

I just miss you.

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